Well here you go! hope you guys are happy!

I don't really feel like writing. Honestly I would rather eat cow's baby (xD not really) than write another mediocre post. Plus! There are a million things I should be doing instead of this, practicing feakeng carousel so David could stop bugging me about it!, sleeping!, passing Episode IV, finish the scarf I was knitting, finish the celt knot thingy of the pillow I'm making, tiddy up my room so they can paint it, etc. But I have veeeery pushy and... not-some [a.k.a. the opposite of awesome] friends that ask me to post something new. (jk! they are the awesomest XD guys ever!, eh or something XD!)


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I don't understand why they want me to write. I'm a terrible writer. Don't get me wrong, I loove to write (poems, short stories, short novels, plays, etc), but I don't think they are any good. And even though I've written lot's of poems, stories, etc, find it really hard to write. I constantly go back and decide that what ever I wrote isn't good enough. And end up rewriting it, and not liking it.

You could say I'm a perfectionist, in a weird way. Not in everything I do, but on things I think matter. Things that saldy people around me do not care about. It’s one of my many flaws.

Since I truly have nothing better to do and this post is going down hill I’ll list my some (too many too list 'em all) flaws,
[‘cause I’m awesome like that xD]
I’m clumsy, veeery clumsy
I fall easily
I’m self absorbed
I’m a dork (yes it can sometimes be a flaw!)
I have two left feet
I kind of suffer from schizoid’s, but not really...
I’m mean, and cruel to people
I don’t take compliments well
I get distracted easily
I’m indecisive
I’m very sarcastic
I sometimes offend people and I truly don’t realize it
I’m shy
I tend to put people on pedestals and believe they are perfect, and once I discover they are not, I think it’s my fault (sounds crazy, know)
I’m slow, both mentally and physically
I have terrible spelling & grammar xDD
I’m a coward
I can be a bit of a hypocrite sometimes
I never or almost never tell people how I feel
I spend most of my time day dreaming, but I never do something to make the dreams come true
I set unrealistic goals
I generally want what I can’t have
I’m inpatient
I’m a glass half empty kind of person
I’m not sporty AT all!
I’m lazy
I can't handle losing
I’m forgetful
I can’t keep a friend too long, mmm... well let me rephrase that, when I say I’ll keep intouch, I’m socially awkward
I’m not a nice person
I care to much
I never start a conversation unless I'm great friends with someone and sometimes find hard to keep a conversation with people I’m not friends with
I tend to push people away
I’m extremely insecure
I never finish anythi